Remembering..

I haven't forgotten the hurt of nine years ago today, I losing you. Mr. D. says his heart hurts too. You were the first and we know you are in heaven playing with your brothers and sisters that have also remained there.

Two years ago today we made the decision to stop trying, believing eight is enough. Time fades some of the memories but the pain seems fresh today. They say life comes around full circle. I can see that in others around us. We seem stuck, or maybe it's just me. I'm in a fog today not sure where my feet should lead me. For a few moments it all seems ridiculous and pointless. I know that tomorrow will bring new people and new places and new problems. However I am sad now.

Our lives are well intended and busy, but I want to yell for all to hear:
I HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN.
-C

Lost in reflection..

Thoughts on Uncle John..

There was an unsung melody in his eyes.
It was a delightful magic, a father's pride.
The man, the brother, the father that we all did love and adore,
Will be in our hearts to love forever more.

Though the pain seems to wash over our hearts and minds,
We know there is a loving savior who cares and is kind.
He watches and guards our hearts as we tremble and pray,
Even if it is only "Lord, come what may."

We wish and long for the beautiful days in our recent past.
But we know there is a God who will heal our hearts at last.
To Uncle John, to you, a father, brother, son, uncle and friend;
This isn't goodbye, it is a farewell and we will see you around the bend.

~Christa

Please visit the Obituary for John James Liesenfeld Jr.
http://www.legacy.com/link.asp?i=ls000144934085